From The Decoder Series
The Decoder Cards
Every pattern, by what it goes after
Each card names one pattern: what it looks like, what it's actually doing underneath, and the move that gets you out of it. There are 70+ of them, open to everyone, and the deck is still growing. Pull one when something feels off and you can't yet say why, or carry one into a hard conversation.
Every card belongs to one of five families, sorted by what the move is going after. You don't need to know the name of a pattern to find it. You only need to notice what it's costing you.
The order, in the moment
1Safe
Am I safe right now? If what you feel is fear of what they will do next, get safe first.
2Wolf
Card 0, the Wolf Test: is this wool or fur?
3Family
What is the move going after? Each family asks one question.
4Card
Then the card: the pattern by name, and the move that gets you out of it.
Card 0 · above all five families
Start here: the Wolf Test
The master card. Every other card in the deck is a variation of it, a different disguise for the same move. One question decides whether what you're looking at is wool or fur.
Your Reality
Is this about my perception?
It often feels like fog, and checking your own memory against theirs.
What holds for every card here: "I know what I experienced." You do not need them to agree with what happened for it to have happened. Write it down for yourself, not to prove it to them.
14 cards
- 16Your RealityThe Gaslight LoopAttacking your perception of realityRead the card
- 17Your RealityProjectionAccusing you of what they're doingRead the card
- 18Your RealityMinimizationSizing your experience down until it can be dismissedRead the card
- 19Your RealityRighteous JustificationCruelty dressed as virtueRead the card
- 21Your RealityWeaponized HumorHostility disguised as jokesRead the card
- 31Your RealityAuthority HijackBecoming the interpreter of your inner worldRead the card
- 38Your RealityThe "Huh?" Gaslight LoopManufactured confusionRead the card
- 39Your RealityInformation ControlControlling what you knowRead the card
- 51Your RealityNarrative ReclamationRewriting history after you leaveRead the card
- F-1Your RealityThe Diagram with Your Name on ItA clinical framework arrives with you already cast in itRead the card
- F-2Your RealityThe Denial ClauseThe accusation is built so that disagreeing with it confirms itRead the card
- S-1Your RealityThe Substance ShieldIntoxication as a get-out-of-jail-free cardRead the card
- S-3Your RealityThe Functional FacadeHigh-functioning addiction with image managementRead the card
- S-4Your RealityWeaponizing Your UseYour substance history becomes ammunitionRead the card
Your Feelings
Is this emotional leverage?
It often feels like guilt from nowhere, and the urge to fix their mood.
What holds for every card here: notice the feeling you were handed, and set it down before you act on it. Guilt, alarm and pity each arrive with a job attached. You can care how they feel and still decline the job.
12 cards
- 2Your Feelings"We Need to Talk" UrgencyCreating anxiety through ominous announcementsRead the card
- 5Your FeelingsChaos as CamouflageConstant crisis and disorderRead the card
- 6Your FeelingsShame InversionMaking you feel ashamed of their behaviorRead the card
- 10Your FeelingsThe False UrgencyManufacturing crisis to control your timeRead the card
- 20Your FeelingsReversal of BlameMaking your response the problemRead the card
- 28Your FeelingsThe Pity PlayUsing self-pity to deflect accountabilityRead the card
- 30Your FeelingsMoral CamouflageHiding harmful behavior behind spiritual languageRead the card
- 32Your FeelingsGuilt HookConverting past kindness into leverageRead the card
- 40Your FeelingsStrategic VulnerabilityUsing "openness" to manipulateRead the card
- 41Your FeelingsThe False ApologyApologies that aren't really apologiesRead the card
- 43Your FeelingsThe Victim NarrativePermanent victimhood across every relationshipRead the card
- P-4Your FeelingsThe Reaction Flip (DARVO)Your response to violation becomes the violationRead the card
Your Bond
Is this relational manipulation?
It often feels like waiting for the good version to come back.
What holds for every card here: watch the pattern, not the moments. Warmth that has to be earned, or that comes and goes on no schedule you can learn, is being used to keep you. Real care shows up in conflict too, and it does not have to be won back.
17 cards
- 11Your BondThe Aesthetic SeesawDestabilizing your relationship with your appearanceRead the card
- 12Your BondSelective IdealizationMaking you "special" to separate you from othersRead the card
- 13Your BondMoving GoalpostsNothing is ever enoughRead the card
- 14Your BondComparison TriangulationMaking you compete with phantomsRead the card
- 15Your BondConditional AffectionLove as a reward systemRead the card
- 23Your BondWithholding TendernessUsing affection as a control leverRead the card
- 24Your BondLove BombingExcessive flattery and intensity early onRead the card
- 42Your BondFuture FakingPromising a future that never comesRead the card
- 44Your BondBoundary TestingSmall violations that escalateRead the card
- 45Your BondHooveringPulling you back in after you've leftRead the card
- 46Your BondPlaying the Long GamePatience as a manipulation strategyRead the card
- 48Your BondThe Grand GestureBig displays that substitute for real changeRead the card
- 50Your BondThe Final DiscardAbandonment without closureRead the card
- 53Your BondThe Rescue ReturnComing back to help you with something you never asked for help withRead the card
- 57Your BondHot and ColdWarmth and withdrawal on a schedule you can't learnRead the card
- D-2Your BondBreadcrumbingMinimal contact to keep you hooked without commitmentRead the card
- D-4Your BondSocial Media TriangulationUsing public platforms to create jealousy and insecurityRead the card
Your Freedom
Is this punishment?
It often feels like eggshells. Checking their mood before you move, spend, rest or speak.
What holds for every card here: say what you are doing once. Do not explain it. Do it. Leave the room if it escalates. And for a safety card there is no line at all: what you do is get safe, then call, then plan with someone.
18 cards
- 3Your FreedomVolume as VictoryGetting loud to winRead the card
- 4Your FreedomPhysical IntimidationUsing physical presence as a threatRead the cardSafety card
- 7Your FreedomMockery VoiceMimicking you in a mocking toneRead the card
- 8Your FreedomFinancial SuperiorityUsing money as control and leverageRead the cardSafety card
- 9Your FreedomTrivial Demand TestsSmall requests that test complianceRead the card
- 22Your FreedomSexualized DominanceMixing anger with sexual territoryRead the cardSafety card
- 27Your FreedomControl Through FatigueUsing exhaustion as a control toolRead the card
- 29Your FreedomSuicide ThreatsEmotional hostage-taking through self-harm threatsRead the cardSafety card
- 35Your FreedomWithholding as PunishmentSilence and coldness as controlRead the card
- 36Your FreedomWithholding Belongings as ControlUsing your possessions as leverageRead the cardSafety card
- 37Your FreedomConcern as ControlSurveillance disguised as careRead the card
- 52Your FreedomLegal Threat as LeverageUsing legal language to force contactRead the cardSafety card
- 55Your FreedomPost-Apology Minimal ContactWithholding after you've taken responsibilityRead the card
- 56Your FreedomStonewallingShutting down the conversation while staying in the roomRead the card
- D-1Your FreedomStrategic Silence (Ghosting as Control)Disappearing without explanation to maintain powerRead the card
- D-3Your FreedomDigital SurveillanceUsing technology to monitor and controlRead the cardSafety card
- P-1Your FreedomTerritorial HoveringSurveillance disguised as involvementRead the card
- S-2Your FreedomLowering Your DefensesUsing your intoxication to extract complianceRead the card
Your Self
Is this an attack on who I am?
It often feels like taking up less room, and losing touch with the people and things that were yours.
What holds for every card here: keep what was yours before them, your people, your work, your body, your attention, and go back to it on purpose. You do not have to defend who you are to keep being it.
10 cards
- 1Your SelfInterruption as DominanceThey interrupt your focused activitiesRead the card
- 25Your SelfBody Shaming Disguised as PreferenceWeaponizing "preferences" into criticismRead the card
- 26Your SelfEnergy InvalidationDismissing your intuitionRead the card
- 33Your SelfSmear Pre-emptiveUndermining your support system before you need itRead the card
- 34Your Self"You'd Be Lucky to Have Me"Ego reassertion after threatened controlRead the card
- 47Your SelfFlying MonkeysRecruiting others to do their biddingRead the card
- 49Your SelfIdentity ErosionSlowly dissolving your sense of selfRead the card
- 54Your SelfTrophy on the ShelfYour image, not you, is the pointRead the card
- P-2Your SelfOwnership EntitlementClaiming what isn't theirsRead the card
- P-3Your SelfCollaborative Threat ResponseYour other relationships are treated as betrayalRead the card
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Arriving in 2027
The decks
Two physical decks, to hold, pull and recognize in the moment it matters.
The outward deck
The Decoder
70+ cards, every pattern from See, opening on Card 0, the Wolf Test, with a short booklet.
The inward deck
The Signal
36 cards, each opening on a signal in your own body, drawn from Volumes 2 and 7.
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